Writing
He was an open book
a book full of all life offers
the gloomy and the dark
the joyful and the bright
- N
(Date unknown) 2016
- In the midst of falling
There's something about you,
something, words can't even
explain
- N 2016
- Thoughts of you
She looked out the window,
at the trees swaying
The car lights in the distance
but, all she could see is
you
- N 17/12/2016 8:59pm
- Clouded feelings
As her lips quivered,
tears fell from her eyes and
the pain formed in the back
of her throat
she knew the truth,
that she'd never get closer to
you
but, she completely adored
you
- N 2016
- Pain and Hurt over you
The sight of him made her heart flutter
she felt comfortable around him
being next to him, smelling his scent
- N 2016
- Eyes sights
When your armed touched her shoulder,
she had a feeling that you
may be someone she cared about
some day
- N 2016
- Intimate feelings
It was my mistake falling for someone
who was taken
But, what gets to me is
how I couldn't change how my heart felt
My heart made space for you.
- N 2016
- A heart has it's own mind
Every voice in the street sounds like you
except it's not
Maybe in my head i want it to be you
but the reality is,
i'm just seeing and hearing
something I want to see and hear
- N 1/1/17 9.01pm
- You
Everywhere I look I see you in my mind
Every voice I hear, I hear you..
- N 1/1/17
- Heartbreak
And in all my words,
is everything I ever felt
- N 2017
- a lot about you
She sat staring out the window, looking at the
world around
trying desperately to forget about the
one thing on her mind
HIM
the one who was in her thoughts, dreams
and reality.
- N 2/1/2017
- If only you knew
She cared about him, like no other in the world
All she dreamt of is, his attention
Though, she knew his full attention would never be on her
That his focus and attention would be on the one he loved
In the end, he was always going to be taken
and
after all the joy and pain,
in the end, he wasn't free for the world to have
and
Ultimately, she would be the one hurting,
cause after all,
he began to have a place in her heart.
- N 31/12/16 (6.43pm)
And even after the hurt and pain,
she still imagined him walking
around the corner,
coming to find her
- N 31/12/16
You never know your bodies full capability of
liking another human,
until you're hurting.
- N 31/12/16
Her heart felt broken,
she cried over you
however, you wouldn't care about her,
after all, she was just the one
who gave you attention
- N 31/12/16
What hurts most is,
you were on my mind
in my dreams
words in my journal
you were growing pieces
in my
heart
- N 31/12/16
It worries me
that I
may have to see
you.
I got over
you,
I don't want
to think about
you again.
The feelings
I had
for you,
were real
You, pulled me
along
by a string
Never being
completely and
wholeheartedly
interested
in me.
- N
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And suddenly you became like a drink I needed and wanted,
You sucked my emotions out of me, leaving me dry and empty. -N
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And suddenly you became like a drink I needed and wanted,
You sucked my emotions out of me, leaving me dry and empty. -N
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I couldn't tell him how much he affected me
that I was writing.
Writing, about my dreams and desires, I
longed to share with him.
He was the one who sucked my words
from me whole and
place it on ink, which I
cherished in my soul. - N
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They sat talking on the phone all night,
she cried over another guy.
She didn't know then, what she knows now
and that is
the guy listening on the other end,
is all she ever wanted. - N
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And she realised that all along,
she had adored him;
for the one which he was. - N
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I write online about you,
hoping you would
feel the same as
I do about
you. - N
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She knew deep down in her heart,
he didn't want her.
Even though she continued,
hoping that one day
he would see that maybe
they are meant to
be together. - N
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And the pain she felt for him,
gave her inspiration to write
words
from her soul about him. - N
My throat sunk into the
depths of my heart
The thought of you,
pursuing someone else
made my mind blank
and my heart quiver
Realisation hit that
I simply mean't
nothing to you
- About a guy I adore and shouldn't
23/10/2016 - 9.43pm
@NataliaBeth
Until now I didn't realise how much I liked you
was only when I heard talk about you
That, I discovered my heart in the
pit of my stomach and
my teeth against my lips
Keeping my heartbreak in
- A moment I don't wish upon anyone
23/10/2016 - 9.53pm
@NataliaBeth
I sat there in silence
listening to what was being
said about you
Taking it all in
is when I realised I was
in too deep
- Fallen too deep
23/10/2016 - 9.57pm
@NataliaBeth
I listened and watched
struck by the world being spoken
out into the world around
words
i did not know what affect
me as much as it did
- Heartbroken is the word
23/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
You play me like a fool
continually
you forget I read and
put pen to paper
I'm more mature, wiser
and a thinker
- Jokes on you
23/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
Between the compliments
and
snark comments
the words placed on
paper lay in between
- Keeping the memories alive
23/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
You forgot
I write
I write about people, things
and life
- Forgotten importance
23/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
You spent too long
longing for him
When he isn't a man, he is weak
My darling friends made
me recognise it
I knew, but was blinded
Your Excuse: I'm a guy who likes sex
I don't like to use social media
because i feel lethargic.....
I say: You're weak, you're making excuses
for other parts of your life
But ultimately
Your longing for the person you're pursuing
- Grow up
23/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
Tea
books
words
They are a safe place
- Safety in numbers
23/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
your compliments were like
flowers to my heart
simple yet beautiful
But
the low comments were like
thorns that constantly prick
simple yet disappointing
- Lessons on how to be treated
25/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
I lay down at night thinking about the world,
the moon, the stars, the true beauty
my brain spoke the words i needed to hear
and write
needed to imprint with ink on paper
- Beauty within
25/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
You pushed the hair off my face
like a feather falling off a bird
so soft, so delicate
and in that moment i was filled
with joy and wonder
- soft
25/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
i'm going to tell you about heartbreak and the horrible things that can happen in life.
they flirt with you. they ask you out. tell you want you want to hear. they say 'i like you for you'. they kiss hug and hold you. they get all your desires out of you, your dreams, your wishes, your hopes and what you want to achieve through out your life time.
they break up with you. leave you crying out in the open. later they admit that they cheated on you. they let the girl they cheated on you with walk all over you.
but at the end of the day
you're stronger then that and will rise up and shine
- Life lessons for the younger generation (you can do it)
24/10/2016 - 8.00pm
@NataliaBeth
i always liked the idea of poems, poetry
the words, the story, a deeper connection
it was only until i realised i liked a guy
too deeply
too strongly
that eventually i had to put pen to paper
i had to let this feeling out into the world
this is where my love, my addiction
for poem, poetry started
- love for words
24/10/2016 - 10.31pm
@NataliaBeth
i sat there no movement
eyes open wide
a sore heart breaking apart
disbelief within
the moment i lost someone i never had
- we have all experienced it
24/10/2016 - 10.36pm
@NataliaBeth
You were the ink on paper
the pen in my journal
the words in between the lines
the heart and soul
captured by the writing and
trapped in pages full of
magic
- the magic in words
24/10/2016 - 10.41pm
@NataliaBeth
that thing you lay in bed thinking or doing at 12am
that
that is what you're most passionate about
- knowing your passion
24/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
i used to think about you in bed at night
But
what lay between the pages full of words
is hope
hoping that something that will never come
i realized what a waste of time you were
- Hope
24/10/2016
@NataliaBeth
you were not worth
my
words
- realizing my worth
24/10/2016 - 10.47pm
@NataliaBeth
your smile was like a
dynamite
it pulsated through my
body
plummeting towards my
heart
suddenly i had no words
all i knew was my eyes
were staring at only
you
- feelings so strong
24/20/2016
@NataliaBeth
Bright Lights
They shine,
there is something about bright lights
Shining
together as one
Sparkling
in the night sky,
For all the
world to see
Flickering
and still
Moving and
in the same spot
Like,
beautiful creatures in a small suburb
An
experience, as if we were living in a big city
Catching a
glimpse in the corner of your eye
Nothing
compares
Night time
is my favourite
Looking
from suburb lights to stars up above
What did we
do?
To deserve
this beauty
This,
magical beauty, from 5 to 50
Sitting up
above, at eyes sight
I imagine
humans that pass
See them up
close, see the beauty
That rubs
off on everyone below.
By Natalia Litwinczuk
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Opened Door
Look at
that
What he did
The way he
ran and opened up the door for me
I’ve never
experienced it before
I’ve heard
about it and see it in movies
Catching a
glimpse in the glass door reflection
That moment
of happiness
And hopeful
connection
Did that
really happen?
A hope in a
world that is a wired generation
Eyes wide
open or you will miss it
A piece of
a gentlemen in a modern world
No view of
judgement or
Holding
back
Hand on the
glass door, opening wide
From eyes
in shock, to a happy heart, to a messy brain
The
silhouette of his body
Places in
my mind with no breath in place
I looked
down with a whirl wind in my mind
What a fine
guy he is
Dark Sky
There is
something fascinating about the big window, that
Looks out
into the sky
The road,
to trees, trees to sky
Head held
upward in admire, of
Our
beautiful world we desire
The hours
of true beauty and
Your feet
up high to increase comfort as the world passes by
Pen in one
hand, Journal in the other
Watching
cars below,
Interested
in the different lives of others
Looking out
at the dark sky
The clouds,
to moon, moon to stars
With no
extensive knowledge of what’s above
With
remembrance of the big world
Seeing the
light shine, the light that others see too
An evening
to reflect and watch
To enjoy
the cold, from dressing gown to blanket and socks
When we
look up above and see the same thing
I feel at
ease with everything
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He broke my heart - causing the deepest of wounds
Confusion trying to sort it out - failed by jealous advice, disbelief and uncertainty
A heart so broken, left in pieces
Putting myself out there into the unknown, a heart aching - that was the end
The end of a time being carefree, loving you, experiencing the new
A
treasured memory forever
You take over my mine - consuming my thoughts and dreams
Memories of you placed in my heart, grateful for what you taught me
For the time together - will always be my treasure
Felt like a dream I was living, so much wished to be said
LATENESS IS NOW.
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You were light in my darkness, so bright everyone knew who you were
You were you, people loved you
There was something about the way you gave a slight smirk
The way you walked around doing your own thing
From you, I learnt I was good enough - that I deserve someone great
I don't know if love exists yet, though I am content
It's strange, you know - how two people can care so much about each other,
yet people move on
Life goes on
People get hurt, but - they move on
In a relationship, do both human beings remember the memories created, the feelings?
Or
Only one?
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Sitting by the window,
View of the mountains in tact
Slowing disappearing, from the rain appearing
Coated in a white blanket, carefully fading away
What beautiful things the world does, such beauty it has
The mountain skyline, slowing shining through
With an icing sugar coating
No noise in the moment,
Only trees swaying from the wind below
A white frost outlook to the world in toe
What magical true beauty is on show
Showing off to the world around.
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Looking out
the same window,
Grey skies
in tune
I look
around, though still think of you
Different
sounds, different thoughts
The world
seems in order, the future
Of you and
the world is unpredictable
As is the
sun and blue sky on a grey day
I discover
more of me but the confused thoughts aren’t less of me
Scattered
grey clouds up above,
Oh what
beauty the world concedes
Laying
down, hand on chin
Looking out
at the trees blowing from the wind
Confiding
in the world around,
What beautiful
surrounds.
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As I look
out the same window,
It seems as
though the world has changed,
Though, it’s
not
Fully
clothed and different sounds, it’s a change but still the same
The world,
it’s getting older
– As the
future is as unpredictable as the weather
I discover
more of it, but nothing of me
That isn’t
uncomfortable
For I know
where to come to see the magnificent beauty around me
Before a
car would cry out a screech of wheels against the ground
I was
content with the world around
Sitting
with a warm blanket around,
The thought
of you was true
Scattered
around the world,
Different sun,
clouds and shine
No
loneliness around,
Just more
of the world to be found.
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The thought of you, tugs at my heart like a dog
tugs on its leash.
I don't understand this feeling or what it is.
All I can say, is there is something about you.
Something that takes me back years
and years.
Takes me back to those years. Memories. Tears.
It's strange, I don't know whether I could ever picture
us together, though
I have some sort of feeling for you
and it feels true, but
maybe it's just because you are a good guy
and there are not many around.
For now, I sit here and think
of
what a top guy you are
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There is something about looking up at the sky.
So serene, so fascinating,
Something magical about looking at the different
sights around you.
The world contains unimaginable beauty,
an indescribable beauty.
There are no words to describe it.
It's real beauty, like a girl with no make up,
it's real.
It's fresh.
Beautiful on it's own,
natural in a world that is changing around.
There's something about looking around at the
'new' world, earphones in
but listening to classic songs from classic movies.
So many people in a modern world, doing different
things.
A modern world with humans changing
who they are, to fit into the mould
of the best and new.
There are not many people who are
themselves in this world..
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I don't look at humans
with a slight glance
anymore
I look at humans
with something in mind,
Everywhere I look
I see poetry.
Humans are people,
they contain numerous
amounts of
layers.
I wish I could look
at you and
not think of
poetry.
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He said he
didn't like
something about my
personality
He broke my heart,
he also made me
believe.
Believe in myself,
believe I deserve something
great,
believe I am good enough,
and believe I
am valuable of someones
love.
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There
is
no one
I
would
rather
dream
of
then
you.
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There is something about you
that makes me crush on you.
You're a great friend.
I told you once I liked you,
I can't ever admit it
again
I know I'm not good enough
for you.
You make me feel good.
You inspire me to be more adventurous.
I still think of all the memories I
had with you.
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How beautiful would it be
to find someone
who is inlove with all of
you.
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Thinking of you
keeps me up at night
It may only be a dream
but it feels real to me
You are the one I dream
about,
the one
I think about when
trying to fall asleep
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Darling, our parents
taught us to go after
what we want.
When it comes to
love
why do we say
what is different
to that feeling
thumping in our
hearts.
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You're my last
thought before
my eyes close
in the dark.
Do you think
about me?
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