9th August 2015 - 12:36am
And
I won’t forget how long we spoke
How I felt and
The moment I never wanted to end
I think about you every
Now and then
How kind and respectful you are
How you have grown into a lovely young
man,
How I so badly want the moments
I had with you
Back
But have to accept the memories we had
How strange and lovely you could be
To me
The moment will stay with me
Forever, even
If the wind blows
It won’t ever leave me
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26th January 2016 - 11:26pm
And I think
I fell close in love
with you
You never disappear my mind
my mind, my heart
longs for you
I think I am hopelessly
in love with you
I only just realised
it has been a long time
since I was
crushing hopelessly for you
at a thing called camp
I remember the phone call
we had all night
and how I felt in
every moment had with you
Getting the courage to go
and sit with you
to getting rejected
and crying in the bathroom
To hurting over someone close
liking you too
and looking back
at photos with you
To being nervous around you
at school
To crying and hurting
when you said
something mean
but you are such a boy
To watching films and thinking
of only you
As I sit here confused
not knowing
what to do
I guess I am
hopelessly thinking about you.